Just Breathe

Just breathe
In through your nose
Out through your mouth
Try not to let the shivers
Turn into convulsions
Time your breathing
To his dreaming breaths
Stifle the sobs with a pillow
Imagine a prism
Reflecting a rainbow
No, it's not turning black
Absorbing the light
It stole the light, 
All if the light in your life
Growing by its feeding
Replacing light with antimatter
Until the dark becomes your eyes
Becomes your heart
Don't ask him to tell you next time
Why it is he loves you
You don't want to hear the lies
Because you know you know
there is nothing to love 
And you lay beside the liar
Trying and trying and trying to
Just breathe